我只愛你 you are my super star

[highways]

I have dealt with the bugs in this place remarkably well, if I say so myself. At least I did until yesterday, when I found myself coated in micro-spiders, had a gray worm-thing come slithering out of my bag while I was in the administration office, was kept up until three in the morning by a dying, buzzing mosquito catcher, didn't sleep well when I did pass out due to the insane itching, got up at around eight this morning to compulsively wipe all the ants off of me, and found a whole nest of them hanging out in a panel behind my desk. Where they live, I guess. And the pile of clothes at the bottom of my closet is evidently filled with them.

Before this, I swear to god, I was taking everything in stride! I barely complained, even! But I have reached my limit and now my face is stuck on . It may remain there forever. It is almost funny, except I'm starving but even slight anxiety messes with my appetite and I definitely can't eat when I want to kill myself. And I'm exhausted but right now I can't imagine sleeping ever again.

In happier news, I got an AO3 account! I am shibboleth and I've moved some of my stuff over, and I'm basically in love with the fact I can download EPUB versions of the fic and read them offline on my nook. I stayed up last night reading an awesome Pepper/Natasha story and I could totally get back into fanfiction with this. I don't know if I could get back into writing—though I am trying! actively trying—but reading, definitely.