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so I'm fearing, the worst is yet to come.
I want to make a (yes, again, hair) specific complaint. Look at these fucking hairs. THE ONES THAT STICK STRAIGHT OUT YES. They do that no matter fucking what. Why?!?! EVEN WHEN I HAVE JUST GOTTEN OUT OF THE SHOWER LOOK. In that picture? They are actually pointing straight up. How can they do that? And why does it appear to be growing in the shape of a curtain that covers my face? I have so many questions.
I have spent almost every minute of the last several days wanting to grab random people by their shirtfronts and scream in their faces, "This world is cruel and horrific and if we dropped dead right this second we'd still be luckier than tons of people, how can you be happy about anything in a place like this?!" Many of my friends have told me that this is an improvement over my general mood and, burgeoning optimist than I am (I guess), I can't help but wonder what I am actually like, in this case.
I miiiight be done with my classes Friday night, if I can pull myself together and get this paper written tonight. I'VE GOT HALF OF IT DONE. ODDS ARE GOOD.
I have spent almost every minute of the last several days wanting to grab random people by their shirtfronts and scream in their faces, "This world is cruel and horrific and if we dropped dead right this second we'd still be luckier than tons of people, how can you be happy about anything in a place like this?!" Many of my friends have told me that this is an improvement over my general mood and, burgeoning optimist than I am (I guess), I can't help but wonder what I am actually like, in this case.
I miiiight be done with my classes Friday night, if I can pull myself together and get this paper written tonight. I'VE GOT HALF OF IT DONE. ODDS ARE GOOD.
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